Aw...i sure hope you feel better soon. It is indeed a traumatic situation you are experiencing. Nevettheless, there are other options available before you head or even consider divorce.
For example, as the moms above mentioned counselling. Otheriwse try writting to him instead. Love is a wonderful emotion. The more feelings involved the harder and more frustrated it can cause anyone. There is only so much others can say as we are not in you. Then again, it wont be possible to state your whole story here either. So all i can advise is, the least is you need to know and source out all available options you have before hitting the last straw. Otherwise divorce is never a solution.
Take care dear.
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