Anyone feel like dying

Anyone feel unworthy of living on this earth? I feel like no matter how much I try, it’s never never never enough. Ever since the birth of my son, I have always been labeled as a bad mother. I have no where to escape to. My parents are always constantly shouting and scolding me. For I am the only one who is staying at home. None of my siblings stay at home. I feel so trapped. I don’t know what to do. They are always losing their temper and whatever I do is always on their nerve. I really wish I wasn’t born. Why must they always do this to me? I have stopped calling or talking to them and just stay cooped up in my room the whole day. My spouse always ask me to control and tolerate. How long must I have this stress inside of me? I can’t take it anymore

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hi, I saw my past when I read your post. you're not alone there. it has been four years since i resigned from work to look after my children. my parent was so angry at that time and she shouted at me every time we talked. I can still remember how monster her voice was over the phone. so I had no choice but to block her call to protect myself and my baby. however looking back all those thing now, she might sounded harsh that time but those are advices based on her experience. I have forgave her. I know my decision is right and my children need me more than anyone else.

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