Anyone feel like dying

I’m so sorry you have to go through this too.. when my first born was here I was constantly scolded for doing the wrong thing and nothing is ever correct as long as it’s not to my mum’s way of care giving. And my siblings also make comments when they don’t understand what I was going through the lack of sleep, the stress from constant crying from baby and stress of insufficient breast milk.. not to mention the lack of support from my husband.. I felt exactly the same way as you.. like a single mum for few years.. no one can save you except yourself that’s what I thought then. I just ignored whatever they have to comment and do what I think is right. To my siblings I told them they will understand once they have their own children.. to my mum I just have to be firm other times I just walk away.. if u need to get out to regain peace and sanity just do so.. bring your baby out to the nearest park or garden for a walk.. feel the sunlight, take in the fresh air and observe the nature.. just remember that nothing is permanent. These difficult times shall pass and you just need to take actions that help you breathe and relax now and then