37 weeks and dilemma

I had constipation throughout my whole pregnancy. There was once the 💩 got stuck at the exit and there was nothing I could do but wait. The tear, yes, it stings. Ask gynae for help. I was given fibre drink. I opt for c sect cause I know it’s impossibly for me to endure long hours of labour. Recovery is smooth with no bleeding at the wound and I’m healing well. The most painful experience was the day after c sect, when I needed to walk, that’s omg but still manageable. Bed rest for the first week when I got home, painkillers was a big help. I could walk up and down the stairs.