Ano'ng hardest BUNTEST na pinagdaanan mo?

after 15yrs of waiting i got 2 consecutive miscarriages nov.2019 and nov.2020.. my eldest is turning 17 dis yr.. april 2021 nabuntis ulit ako and i need to be on bed rest pro aside from the fear na risky ang pagbubuntis ko, dagdag stress pa ang work at ibang mga tao. pro alam ko my baby is a fighter dhil ok n ok ang result ng mga prenatal scan ko..i am now on my 15th week and super ingat p rn ang kelangan kc 40yrs old n rn ako. i am a frontliner and need to do my job.. my boss terminated me from my present designation and transferred me to a more stressful environment.. and i believe this is the most BUNTEST i am going through..