Anyone feel like dying

Anyone feel unworthy of living on this earth? I feel like no matter how much I try, it’s never never never enough. Ever since the birth of my son, I have always been labeled as a bad mother. I have no where to escape to. My parents are always constantly shouting and scolding me. For I am the only one who is staying at home. None of my siblings stay at home. I feel so trapped. I don’t know what to do. They are always losing their temper and whatever I do is always on their nerve. I really wish I wasn’t born. Why must they always do this to me? I have stopped calling or talking to them and just stay cooped up in my room the whole day. My spouse always ask me to control and tolerate. How long must I have this stress inside of me? I can’t take it anymore

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It's not you it's them, they sound like horrible people with no empathy and can't manage their emotions well. Tune them out and don't beat yourself up over what they do or say, they are not worth your emotions and reactions. You can't control what they do, but you can control your own actions. Is there anything you can do to get yourself out of this situation in 2 years time? What needs to happen for there to be light at the end of the tunnel for you?

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