What will u do when husband told u "ya u are better off dead, this is everyone's wish, when u are gone, im sure everyone will be very happy" "how i wish you really go and die"

hi, my ex abused me verbally and eventually physically over two years. don't let it escalate. I was afraid to leave and hoped that things will get better. went to AWARE, family court, police station etc. eventually divorced and chanced upon SOKA which is a lay Buddhist organisation. Many women also face such challenges and eventually I had the wisdom and courage to walk out of the past and remarried and pregnant now. will chant for you to meet people who can help you and for you to have the courage to get yourself out of the suffering you are going through. wish you all the best. let me know if I could be of any help.