What will u do when husband told u "ya u are better off dead, this is everyone's wish, when u are gone, im sure everyone will be very happy" "how i wish you really go and die"

If your husband is that disrespectful and unappreciative of you, you're probably better off without him! Seek help from your MP, social service officers or family service centres - I don't think it's a safe place for you or your kids to be in. Leave and go somewhere, find a friend to help let you and your kids be there for a while - while you look for alternatives!