Remember when I first felt those little kicks? Man, that was the best feeling ever. Every day felt like a party, celebrating this tiny life growing inside me. But, underneath all that excitement, there was this stress monster lurking. Work, life, everything – it was all just too much sometimes.
I tried my best to shield my baby from all the stress, but it's like it seeped right through to them. And then, bam, it happened – I miscarried.
The pain, both in my heart and my body, is just unbearable. I keep asking myself if I could've done something differently, protected my baby better. Maybe if I'd found a way to chill out more, we wouldn't be in this mess....