Cry more in second pregnancy

I felt like my first pregnancy, im mentally stronger. Second pregnancy, im too overwhelmed by stress and surrounding environment. I felt like I haven't been like myself for mths, have been crying so much that it's harming both baby n i. Sometimes i rlly dk what's wrong with me... There's a lot more responsibilities this pregnancy and I suffered more than first pregnancy. Had hospitalised in early mths. I dont think i suffer from depression, but i just can't stop crying... Spouse is so busy with work. Trying so hard to be understanding, end up i created more issues for him by keeping everything inside me... Anyone cried for 5 mths too? Do u have hard time taking care of your baby? My first child, i laugh everyday. Baby is very cheerful. Worried for second child...