I am married for past two years but the thought of having kids freaks me out. Is this normal?

let me say .. having fun with your cousin's kids one Sunday is NOT the same as having one for yourself Think about yourself .. be as selfish as possible to decide .. ITS a DECISION for LIFE Don't hesitate in accepting some truths like I AM NOT READY YET But in the end .. all become well if you own your decisions and work together to make things better. So think about what you wrote "thought freaks you out" .. why?