Miscarriage????

supposedly due on November,but god has better plan for me.Just had miscarried week ago, I’m so sad because I really planned for this pregnancy but ended up with miscarriage. Actually, my first visit to my doctor when I was 5 weeks 3 days and dr said he unable to see the yolk and fetus pole,maybe something not right ,from there I was paranoid and always negative with my pregnancy,thinking to much for blighted ovum ,ectopic pregnancy and etc. I experienced panic Attack as well, Sunday morning when I woke up and want to pass urine noticed got blood and turn to heavier bleeding and passing the clot,remind calm and see DR next day only,took 3 days for dr before diagnosed me as miscarriage.Gone thru many procedure within 3 days,blood workout to monitor HCG level, Pap smear and vaginal n abdomen scan. Lesson learned ,Please mama out there if experienced bleeding pls consult your Dr ASAP and always positive with pregnancy,I just realise maybe I think to much and also important for some Dr ,they really need give us positive vibes and not threatening us with other complications ,for me 5 weeks Mybe too early to see anything,same what other Dr said. Hopefully will recover back soon and get pregnant again. Even for few weeks only but I’m very happy to experience some pregnancy symptom .