Uy mama, my heart is with you right now. What you're going through is real and heavy, the sadness, the self-blame, the confusion, lahat valid talaga, and it's okay na hindi mo alam kung paano makakaramdam ngayon.
Thank you for sharing this honestly with all of us. Your reminder about taking care of ourselves always, hindi lang when we're pregnant or planning, yan ang tumatak sa akin. And your message to listen to our OBs and follow our instincts, it matters talaga, especially to mommies na nag-aalala.
You did what you could, mama. Be gentle with yourself as you heal, physically and emotionally. Marami kaming nandito if you need to talk.