I think you may need to prove yourself to your hubby first. In a lot of men's eyes, SAHM is very free and just take care of house and kid. Maybe it would be better if you went out to get a job, put the child in infant care and move back with him. Also good for you to have your own pocket money and a bit of break from the child. Your parents side maybe eyery week visit I think you are not failing on your duty.
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