If it’s only due to lack of motivation, try to stay on till you end ML. At the very least you’ll get paid for that extra 4 months. You’re already halfway there, you can make it! The rest like working mum or what, that one can stress later, at the very least still got further subsidies and can use CDA first then when LO grows older then you start working and contributing into CDA again.
It’s normal to feel this way, we are also human too, I felt the same too. Once you see your LO you’ll feel better all over again. 😊