idk how to feel about leaving my baby when i go to work…

hi mummies, my LO is turning 3 months old in a week and ive been thinking of working soon. i cant help but feel sad and it feels like im the one having separation anxiety from my baby HAHA. whats really bothering me the most is when i’ll miss his most precious milestones like standing up for the first time, crawling and other stuff. how can i deal with the fact that my LO will not be going thru these milestones with me… at the same time i know i have to work to earn money but i dont wanna miss those precious moments. #advicepls #FTM