My first pregnancy

Married for 10+ years, first positive preg kit test. No symptoms for first 7 wks, thought I was damn lucky. Who knows, 1st day 7 week, i started to have brown spotting. Next day, became heavier dark red bleeding. Went to gynae, she did a scan n said sac is too small n asked me do a HCG blood test n put me on duphaston. Going back to do another blood test in 2 days time. Bleeding continues even after 2 tabs. Feeling sad, moody, asking heaven, after so many years, why give n take away? Sigh..... For those who brought their babies safely into this world, do treasure. Not say want, will have. The one thing I am still thankful, a husband who is always by my side, taking care of me, my diet n my chores. Update: Bb is gone with my hcg levels dropped tremendously ?