RANT.. RANT.. RANT

I'm a first time mom, and as a first time mom madami akong binreak na "traditional myths" after manganak.. Like I never wore panjamas after birth, i drink cold water even milk tea and soft drinks, I also take a bath everyday which is lahat sila galit saken kesyo mabibinat ako etc. but I'm already 3mos and 17 dayspostpartum ti be exact and I'm okay naman. Anyways, after that I became so overprotective with my baby. I don't let anyone touch my baby without puting alcohol, kissing etc and nagagalit iba kong relatives, fam kasi OA ko daw, kesyo maarte ako etc. and I'm waiting na mag 6mos si baby to start eating food, plan ko pa sana first food na ipakain sakanya mga gulay and sa huli na yung matatamis.. PERO GUESS WHAT!!!! dinala ng mom ko yung baby ko sa relative namin and she saw na yung tita ko kumakain ng lollipop AND FUDGE!!! SHE SAW NA PINATIKIM SA BABY KO!!!! LIKE WTF!!! TAKE NOTE MAY UBO AND SIPON DEN YUNG BABY KO RIGHT NOW. Inawat sya ng mom ko kasi nga too young to eat plus may ubo sipon ang baby ko. kaya wala akong tiwala talaga sa ibang tao na hinahawakan baby ko, kasi matalikod ka lang saglit sa baby mo kung ano ano pinag gagawa at sinusubo. Ang kakapal pa ng mukha na sabihan ako na maarte at oa akong nanay. Sorry gusto ko lang talaga mag labas ng sama ng loob. naiiyak ako sa galit at inis. #firstbaby #1stimemom #bantusharing