I'm 36 weeks pregnant . Edd on 21 aug . There are alot of things happening and I cant stop thinking about it .
My f.i.l is in a bad condition and dont think he can survive long .
My husband gotta busy settle him . His mom is always busy working or either she doesn't want to come home instead of staying out walking around just to come back late . Isn't it suppose to be the wife who settle the husband things and look after her own husband . Isn't my own husband suppose to be looking after his wife . We are not staying together cause our house is not ready . Only sometimes I stay at his house and sometimes he stays at my house . But cause his father is in bad shape and now he is in hospital he said he cant stay over my house he got to be home .
What if I'm going to give birth alrdy and he need to busy settle his father cause his mother always leave everything to him . And I need go in labour give birth myself . I am scared .
What if his father is gone and his mother keep following Nd sticking around us . Or when new house is up she say she want to stay with us . I am those type who cant live with in laws and I want to still enjoy the small family circle where it's only me n my kids n my husband staying together . We made an agreement long ago tt his mother only move in when she need ppl to look after her alrdy . But now what he said is different. He said when his mother stay alone she will move in with us alrdy than old house can rent out for money . The thing is his mom is inconsiderate type and is not auto those type. When we go dating go for movie we nv ask her along she scold us say why nv jio her . I said we dating why u want follow . She say how old alrdy still dating . I dun think I can live happily if she move in stay with me. N my husband is very close to her . But why would he be scared whether she is lonely when she all the while is living the life like tt . Got husband but dunwan go home see him . We are married we start our new life . I feel she is putting her misery into ours cause her love life is not as good as mine .
I dunno what to do but to keep thinking of what's going to happen in future .