Nalilito Ako

I'm 20 years old and 5 and half months na. Ang daddy nang baby ko is 18 kakatapos lang mag senior high. At first sabe papa sa kanya walang problema basta tapusin nya muna pag aaral para at the same time si papa muna salo sa lahat ng obligasyon kasi wala na syang parents lola nalang naga help sa kanya. I know its kinda complicated pero despite of his situation he's trying hard na maka padala ng pera kahit kunti makatulong man lang. I thought everything's settle na pero lage ako gina ask if we still communicate and he keeps on saying things against him behind my back. I'm stuck between anong tamang gawin mga momsh. I don't have mommy na kase so wala ako malabasan ng mga hinanakit.