Yes I plan to use contractor instead of getting interior designer and I have accumulated pictures of the look and feel I want for my house over the past two years. Told my husband to take on the Reno project as there is too much for me to handle. He needs to find the contractors and sit with me to go through all the Themes for each room. But he is not being very proactive and I am so irritated.
As for jobs actually I see many jobs in the marketing for my line but some are not suitable maybe due to industry or location. I really try to be very positive but I am so scared that already two years I am still without a job. Some interviews I feel went so well and I invest so much time in them going for so many rounds and meeting ceo, but still at the end someone else get the Job. I feel so sad that I perhaps have to lower my career level and salary and start over again what I have built for 11years. Not being able to buy the things I want for my kids and myself. I try to make some income by selling things online, selling away baby preloved stuffs . Really feel I try so hard in life handling everything alone and trying to stay positive. But still I don't get a job, I don't get a husband who knows how to put in more efforts. I feel so sad but still have to act happy and take care of baby if not she will be affected too but sometimes I really wanna cry it out and actually tell my baby mommy is very scared too of the things she has to face in life now. I wanna enjoy motherhood but all these things are making me so stressed
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