I have had 5 miscarriages and 1 tubal pregnancy since November 2017. I had a very similar mind set to you after the first couple, and I still think that every now and then. Just remember that God didn't do this to punish you. Your child was just too beautiful for Earth. And imagine, the moment your child opened it's eyes the first face it saw was God's. When the moment is right you will get your rainbow baby. I will pray for you❤❤
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