Hey there! It sounds like you're going through a really tough time right now. It's totally understandable to feel upset and frustrated when you're not feeling supported by your partner. It's really important to have open and honest communication with your husband about how you're feeling, and it might be helpful to try and have a calm conversation with him about your concerns.
It's completely valid for you to want to spend quality time with your family and relatives before your husband goes on his trip. It's also important for your daughter to spend time with both of her parents. Maybe you could try to find a compromise that works for everyone, such as arranging for some special one-on-one time with your husband and your daughter before he leaves.
Regarding the issue of taking care of your child being solely your responsibility, it's definitely not fair for the burden to fall solely on you. It's important for both parents to share the responsibilities of caring for your child. Maybe you could have a discussion with your husband about how to divide these responsibilities more equally.
Remember, it's okay to feel angry and frustrated, but it's also important to try and work through these feelings with your husband in a calm and respectful manner. You deserve to feel supported and valued in your family, so don't be afraid to have an open and honest conversation about your needs. Hang in there, mama! You've got this.
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