I used to had this fear after going thru a rather traumatizing labour for my #1.
But well? things happened i was pregnant with my #2, i still rmbr that i was preparing myself for the EXACT same scenario that i went thru for my #1. But it was so different, it was peaceful, i had full control of the labour and all. I was more alert compare to my #1 labour.
Now i am pregnant with #3. i am actually quite looking forward to it.
Jorelle Aw