advice please!
After I gave birth 6 months ago , nagstart na ako mawalan ng gana sa partner ko. Honestly , ayaw ko na hinahawakan nya ko or kahit ikiss man lang ayaw ko din. It started nung nahuli ko sya na tiningnan yung FB profile ng dati nya niligawan before me. Di ko sya nahuli sa akto , I just saw sa history ng phone nya. I confronted him pero nagLIE sya .nung una dami nya palusot pero eventually umamin din. Naisipan lang daw nya icheck yung pictures kasi nakita nya sa newsfeed. Selosa ako , and he knows that very well. So yeah, since then nawalan ako ng gana as his partner. In 6 months siguro we just had sex 4 or 5 times in 6 months lang and all of them are pilit pa. He keeps on asking for sex pero wala na e, NANDIDIRI ako sa kiss nya sa haplos nya and ayaw ko na tinititigan sya . Ill just lie down and let him do what he wants to do with me and then once his done tayo na. ganun... I am being hard on him na I admit that, pero I felt betrayed kasi 1 month pa lang si baby nun and he was able to do that agad! Never kami nagkaroon ng 3rd party issue except don if considered yun. I dont know if I still love him or kini keep ko lang sya kasi wala na ako choice. Pero honestly thats how I feel, nandidiri ako kahit hawakan man lang nya. Mababaw po ba?