I had my first meltdown yesterday night. I felt that the first trimester is making me feel so worst.

Hang in there, mum! The first trimester can be challenging, but your baby is growing rapidly :) Before you know it, the second trimester or honeymoon period is coming. But try to enjoy the first trimester as much as you can. Stay safe!! https://sg.theasianparent.com/first-trimester-guide