Ahhh mama, I can feel the stress from your message! Listen, you've done SO well managing everything, hypertension, then raising your HB from 10 to 15.3 is seriously impressive, and that's proof you CAN do this. GDM at 29 weeks is manageable (many mums I know handle it with diet tweaks and monitoring), and the fact you're being so careful about your nutrition already puts you ahead. Your mental health matters just as much as the numbers, so please talk to your doctor or midwife about the stress you're feeling, they can help you create a plan that feels less overwhelming. Anak sulung memang lain experience, but you're doing your best, and that's enough.