Oh mama, I can totally understand why na-trigger ang dream mo, it's scary when you're carrying a baby and may complications like that, pero I really think the important thing right now is to follow your doctor's instructions closely kasi ang diabetes at myoma during pregnancy ay serious talaga at need ng proper management. A few of us mums have been through pregnancy complications, at yung mga naging okay lahat ay yung nag-comply talaga sa checkups at lifestyle changes, so focus mo lang sa pag-take care ng sarili mo at baby, wag mag-overthink ang dream kasi basta maingat ka at nag-follow sa doctor, kayang-kaya mo ito. Praying with you din, bes!