When I visit the doc, I have this form to fill up and one of the question is.. if I ever blame myself if anything bad happens. Tbh, I answered never. But instead, people been blaming me. Even my husband sometimes. Blaming game can be as simple as, spoilt charger is bcuz of me. I’m currently 23weeks and starting to feel emotionally down most of the time.. I have got no one to talk too. So much I want to rant out, but I really got nobody.. I keep having bad tummy cramps now. No, nope not abdominal pain😢 keep telling myself to stay strong for my health of my first baby.