Hi, do you mean prenatal depression? You may wish to speak to your own gynae about it, he or she will advice you better and refer you to appropriate counsellor. Please do not bottle up your feelings and emotions. You may also consider chit chatting and open up to other mummies. https://www.facebook.com/groups/2018SGSuperMom/ Do join the mummy group as it is a support group and feel free to post your issue there so that other (experienced) mummies can give advices. Please take good care.