Feeling unloved..
Just want to vent out my feelings.. been with my partner for almost 4yrs.. and ngayon magkakababy na kami, I feel like hindi na nya ko mahal.. he’s not his usual self na.. hindi kami magkasama ngayon because of his line of work, we texted everyday pero since we found out na we’re having a baby he suddenly change, he never say i love you to me anymore.. pag magkausap kami over the phone, it felt a bit awkward na.. before he never fails to say i love you before we end our conversation he was even mad when i didnt respond to him when he’s saying that he loves me.. I already told him about it pero we always ended up fighting or madalas no response lang sya kaya now I just felt bad na I can really feel na nagbago na sya sakin.. Im starting to feel that this relationship is already going nowhere and I guess the reason he was staying is just really because of the baby.. I’m starting to feel depressed again.. currently on my 16th week of pregnancy and wala na ko halos ginawa kundi umiyak nalang ng umiyak kasi kahit sabihin ko yung sama ng loob ko sa kanya wala namang nagbabago.. :(