Anak, this is such a big decision, please talk to a social worker or counselor first, okay? They can guide you through all your real options and connect you with proper support.
A few of my mum friends have been through similar situations, and honestly, professional help made a huge difference sa kanila. There are organizations na specializing sa adoption at family planning na pwedeng mag-assist sa Taytay area or nearby, they'll help you meet potential adoptive parents safely din. You're not alone sa this, at may resources talaga para sa inyo. Wishing you strength, anak.