Hugs. I also failed borderline on the 2 hour mark.
Try going for more walks / light physical activity to distract yourself from such feelings.
I vented so very much on the borderline reading despite all my efforts to control diet and increase activity. If you hv a support group, it may help with coping mentally and emotionally.
Also focus on the end goal, a healthy baby and that you can indulge at later stage! Jiayou!