Aw mama, totally valid ang feelings mo, unplanned pregnancy is a lot, lalo na when you're stretched thin with a toddler, work, and bills piling up. A few of us went through something similar, and honestly, it's normal na mag-push back physically when you're overwhelmed and stressed; your body's telling you something. But I think this goes deeper than just the pregnancy itself, maybe it's worth talking to your partner about how trapped you're feeling, at siguro pati sa OB mo para ma-check if it's anxiety or something else affecting you, kasi the crying and the whole rejection thing sounds heavy for 2 months pa lang. You deserve support, not just medical pero emotional too, ha.