Luahan seorang ibu dan isteri
Sy pregnant 39weeks dan a mother of a healthy toddler dan seorang isteri. Hari sy tahu sy mengandung, perempuan simpanan suami sy came to me telling about their relationship yg mana dah sampai tahap sleeping together dah. Im so broken sampai skrg, sy sgt2 tidak redha dgn apa yg tjadi. Dan sy dapat tahu that mereka bdua dah in relationship for 9months sewaktu itu. My husband beg me to forgive him, and I thought i did but no. Sy xmampu nk maafkan sampai skrg, and i ve been thru my pregnancy dgn sgt2 beremosi. Dan this time around last year is the time my husband really went far dimana dia sleep with that perempuan, dan sy sgt2 risau if i give birth dlm masa skrg ni bertarikhkan bulanmadu haram mereka sy akan taksuka my baby or even hating my husband sampai nk cerai atau meroyan ke apa. Sbb its really hard for me. Remembering the date mereka tidur bsama. Sy sgt2 traumatised dgn ujian yg sy dapat ni. Sy harap mommies dkt sini doakan sy kuat smgt dan baby pun keluar lambat2 pun takpe asalkan bukan within tarikh yg suami curang😢
Mommy of 1 sunny cub