Dissapointed

Subrang Dissapointed ako and my Hubby . nung pagkagising na pagkagising nya He was asking me Kung nagpatuloy ba bleeding ko . I said yes. sorry ?? Bigla syang nahiga ulit nakatulala . Diko alam bat ganon ? diko alam ano problima namin dalawa . Im also second wife of my hubby. Piro di sila nagka anak ng una nyang asawa. Im so worry if magkaganun kami ng mr ko diko kaya . kasi In my whole life I only have one thing that I wanted to have . "Happy family" Im too younger than hes ex. IM 22 and my husband was 30 years old . Im 12 days delay na sana . but after I wokeup yesterday I found mine na may bleeding . may halong white . then after I wakeup today. It turns to Red . Diko matanggap kung Spotting oh ano ba . Gusto ko maniwala na Its a spotting . kasi nagpahilot ako and said Im pregnant . so I must be careful for my self. Hindi nga ako nagtatrabaho at pinagtatambay lang ako sa bahay to take care of my baby eh . I refused the work that have offer to me last few days kasi nalaman namin na buntis ako so he wanted to take care of my self tapus its turn to this . I want baby ?? diko alam pano ako magkakababy o ano dahilan bat diako makagawa agad . ano mali yung History nman ng family ko was so good to have many child . my mother have many siblings me also . why is this happen.