Blamed for all the bad things that happened!!!

Thank you so much mommy!!! I should've done that before. Pro i still gave him a chance and i kept on praying na sana magbago or improve ugali nya and way of thinking. Naging ok for a while pro pag may mga problema na, instead of looking for a solution, he is looking for someone to blame and it all ends up sakin na lahat ng problema nya mula dw ng dumating ako s buhay nya. Ako daw ang malas. Dati din minumura nya ako but i kept quiet nobody knows even know from my family kc i dont want naman na lumaki anak kong walang ama kc ganun na ako. But it's too much. Maybe because masyado akong mabait and ako nagpapakumbaba khit kasalanan nya kaya naabuso na ako. I am in so much pain right now. Pro i keep on talking with my baby and trying hard to think of happy and positive thoughts.