Ohhh I feel for you, 2 bulan camni memang tak normal, a few of my mum friends had similar issues with episiotomy healing and they all wished they'd sorted it earlier rather than waiting. The cutting procedure itself is quick and the pain relief during is instant, honestly worse is the anticipation than the actual thing, and most of them said the relief after is worth it because finally boleh jalan without that constant pedih. Cost varies by clinic (private ones range anywhere from RM300-800+) but honestly you should ask your doctor straight if there's any risk of it getting worse if you delay, sebab 2 months in and still sakit macam tu, better to just bite the bullet and get it done so you can enjoy your baby without wincing every step