Ay alam ko yan feeling, mama! Honestly, scheduled CS at emergency CS ay different talaga, scheduled is mas controlled, walang rush, pero both require recovery time na medyo challenging din, lalo na kung may toddler ka na pa rin. A few of us sa circle ko tried both din, at iba-iba ang experience namin, yung isa super okay lang ang normal delivery second time, yung isa naman mas prefer ang CS kasi alam niya exactly what to expect, pero lahat sila nagsabi na 38 weeks is still early pa, kaya siguro check with your OB muna kung bakit they're considering CS na at what the actual plan is, para ma-ease out yung anxiety mo? The fear is valid, pero once you talk it through with your doctor, mas magiging clear ang pros and cons for your specific situation , hindi lang general lang.