Post partum fat

#postpartum It has been 10mons mula nung nanganak ako via C-section. Pero yung weight ko hindi bumababa instead tumataas. Sabi after birth papayat yet here I am weighing 70kls na. I was 55kls before pregnancy. Nadedepress nako at ayoko na magtake ng selfies or even look myself in the mirror. Kamusta kayo mga moms? 🥺