Hello po sa lahat ng mga katulad ko ng pinagdaanan at pinagdadaanan I just got home from my dilatation and curettage yesterday and today is the first day that I am not carrying my baby anymore. Pain is not easy and fear is a true enemy but then I want to say that God remains faithful.
Mahirap po ang mawalan ng isang blessing dahil alam natin na ipinagdasal ito ngunit mas mahirap na mawalan ng pagtitiwala natin sa ating mga sarili, sa mga minamahal natin at higit sa lahat sa ating Dios.
Gusto ko lang ishare sa inyo na it’s okay to mourn and cry but we have to deal with the reality of surrendering all to God and moving forward with Him. It’s not yet the end of His great plan for us. I lost my baby on my 11th week, he/she only developed for 6 weeks and 4 days aog. I’m 31 years old and got married last year.
Nakakatakot po yong mag undergo sa process ng pagraspa dahil sa experience ko they had to induce ng over 10 hrs then I also had infection tapos first pregnancy ko pa ito. Then here comes the process of grieving and acceptance. Narealize ko na mas nakakatakot yong mawawalan tayo ng pag-asa. Hindi magiging madali but we always have a lot to be thankful for like this life filled with the love of the Lord, for a loving husband and family, supportive friends and for better things ahead.
Para sa lahat po ng katulad ko, magpakatatag tayo. Pinili tayo Ni God for a purpose and sana maging insipirasyon ito sa lahat. If you’re expecting, pregnant, mothering or still trying to have one, be encouraged. He makes everything beautiful in His time. Thank you for reading! Sa Diyos ang papuri. Life is a precious gift. ?