Sayang, it is completely normal to feel takut, ramai mommies pun rasa sama macam you especially first time. From what I've generally heard, most mommies say the procedure itself is quite quick, and the team will give you anaesthesia so you won't feel pain during the process, just maybe a little pressure or cramping after. The emotional part is honestly the harder bit, so do make sure you have someone you trust by your side to support you through the recovery. Take it one step at a time, and please don't hesitate to ask your doctor everything you want to know beforehand, no question is too small. Sending you lots of love and strength, you are stronger than you think.