Bes, kung feeling mo talaga na sobrang heavy ang loob at parang hindi mo kaya, please talk to your doctor or OB, hindi ka nag-iisa dito, at may tulong talaga na available. Marami sa atin ang nakaranas nito after baby, pero importante na makakuha ng proper support.
What you're feeling is valid, ha, the pressure from family, the sleepless nights, the expectations, lahat yan, but you deserve to feel okay din. Pls reach out to someone you trust, whether it's your partner, mom, close friend, or a health professional. You're doing your best, and that's enough na.