Relationship with husband after baby born

Hi Mummies! I am first time mom my baby is 7 months old. Yesterday, I had a big fight with my husband. This is my first time I feel I should not marry him and have baby. His baby his top priority, his baby is treasure. Cant let anything happen to the baby. And for me I want to balance is out baby and him. For him, i never taking care the baby with heart and point out all the mistakes I did. He said you are the mother but no connection at all and still show the comparison when the baby look at him and me. When I realised I am bad mother and worst. My baby doesn’t like me. After that I realised i lost my partner, lover and husband. He is just a father for my baby. My heart has died. I don’t deserve to be a mother. I don’t think this is happened to any of u 😅 #advicepls