I believe you did what you can to keep the baby. The baby will understand. Dont blame yourself for not able to keep the baby. Everything happen for a reason. We would rather the baby come healthy. I believe baby did his/her best to be strong to stay with you too. Tell baby dont blame himself or herself too. Let the baby go and be free. Try again, dont give up. Stay positive.
Have a speedy recovery. Take care.
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