Oh dear, please don't worry alone. I can hear how scared you are and it's completely understandable.
But honestly, with the fever, the unusual blood clots, cramps getting worse, and bleeding 10 days early, this one better not wait. Please go see a doctor or go to A&E today, okay? Don't put it off.
These symptoms together, especially the fever and increasing cramps, really need a proper check by a doctor. We mummies sometimes try to wait and see, but please don't do that this time.
Is there someone who can bring you now? Please go soon and take care of yourself. We are all rooting for you, update us when you can ya.