Hi, do acknowledge the fear that you have about managing 2 child at a time.🙆🏻♀️
Woman tends to prepare in their mind mentally and hence it does creates some anxiety in us. We often hope to be the best mother to our child, but at the same time remind ourselves to be present with your child and yourself, pace yourself, manage your own expectations too:)
Do monitor on your emotions during this period of time, if it persists on or gets too overwhelming for you, do reach out for help :)