I really feel you on this, it can be such a stressful and emotional time when your little one needs an NGT. You are not alone in this journey, and many families have gone through it and come out the other side stronger. It might help to connect with the care team at the hospital, whether at KKH or wherever your baby is being followed up, as they often have lactation consultants or feeding therapists who can guide you step by step. Please feel free to share more here too, sometimes just having someone to talk to who understands makes a big difference.