I feel you... I had a heartbreaking loss last year. Not my 1st pregnancy and I already can feel my baby flutters at 11 weeks. You'll feel flutters very early if you have been pregnant & gave birth more than twice as your uterus has already stretched. Normally for scans, you don't do on every visits. You only need to do on certain pregnancy months. Your 1st dating scan. Nuchal translucency scan. Screening scan. Growth scan. Then you will only just get to hear your baby's heartbeat with the handheld machine - doppler which is readily available at your gynae's clinic/room on other visits. I only had the 2 scans (1st dating scan & nuchal translucency). My next scan will be when I am 5 mths pregnant. Try to bed rest as much as possible. Do not ever try to do or lift heavy things. Be stress free mummy. I know you feel worried and afraid. I am too but for now bed rest is the best option.
i totally understand how you feel... for me i’ll make sure I can feel baby’s movements everyday and watch out for miscarriage symptoms.
Can download app in appstore to listen to baby’s heartbeat. I used MyBabyHeart and it’s pretty good.
You can buy a fetal dropple from online to check the baby heartbeat everyday
Shirlene