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Hi mommies.. Sy tgh down sangat. Sy baru pregnant 5 minggu. Belum lagi jumpa doktor utk check. Ayah sy pula tgh counting his final days, sbb dia cancer stage 4.. Sy betul2 stress Dan emotional sekrng.. This is my 3rd pregnancy after 2 miscarriage.. Masa sy mengandung kali pertama Dan kali kedua pun sy tak dpt relaxing environment utk enjoy pregnancy journey. Pregnancy sekrng pun sama. Seriously feel really low. Husband I senang je ckp sy kena jaga wellbeing sy sendiri. Kalau apa2 jadi pun salah sy juga sbb sy tak jaga dgn betul. Need some hug. 😞